THE WITHERING TREE

What is the true meaning of loyality? Is it waiting for someone who hurted you immensely and you stand there with your lips smiling and your heart crying and weeping with your life wilting and withering But this cannot be called loyality I had enough of this brutuality I was a fool to waste all these years, Now the time is over, the show is over. The stage is lifted and getting ready for other color. The pigeon is free, the cage is unlocked. the wheel is all set to find itself another road. The things are over and its now past, The is no use in searching an answer to "who's fault"

Where are the bright sun rays? Why atmosphere is colored as bay? Where is the chirping of birds? What has happened to the world? To describe this, I have no words. I can see some lifeless body on the ground. I realize it was my body when it turned around. Beside the body was written message from GOD, After reading which, I was really shocked. "Why are you killing yourself slowly? I can give you all smoke you want in a jiffy. Why are you turning yourself into ash? I can grant you death in a flash." Why the hell I could'nt figure out before, I was killing myself and no more. I had wrong apprehension, Smoking would reduce my tension. My heart, My lungs. My body were completely choke, the only reason of which was cigrette smoke. Smoking made me frail, smoking made me weak, The chances of recovery are now really bleak. Now you have enough of reading, and i hope you will also quit smoking, or you will be only responsible for your own killing.

These days when you are with me, I have no worries, i am tension free. The whole atmosphere is like a kind friend, Life is smooth, there is no bend. Where every night the moon will bloom like a flower, and your presence gives me strength, it gives me power. Wish to have a little place in your heart so my life again do not fall apart. Wish to have a little space in your thoughts, and we forget all the wrong reasons for which we fought. I was hopeful of your coming back, now everything is settled, my life's back on track. I promise to fill your life with happiness, I shall take care of you even if the world ends.

Without you I cannot walk, With you I can fly, You were apple of my eye, You were my cutie pie, You were reason of my existence, but I lost you against fate's persistence. Time changed and Darkness spread, I felt sacred, I felt like dead. I was alone, I was lonely, I was sad, I was gloomy, I waited for months, I waited for years, I remembred you in every breath, I yearned for you in every prayer. Wish we never had a break up, I want to settle, I want to make-up. My love for you is not like momentary flashes, The LOVE will take a rebirth as if Phoneix from its ashes.

That was one fine sunny day, When two roads diverged in the wood, and we decided to part our way. One way had door to silver, other to gold. It was very difficlt to decide which one to take, because both were real and none were fake. At last, I gave you liberty to take the decision, whether to take left or to take right turn, and I shall go to other one. But without you, it was no more fun, So i decided to take a U-TURN, and come back to T-Point. What is the use of life when you are not on my side, but when i came back you were no where in sight. Shoul I follow your path or should i wait, and I decided to stay coz that was my fate. I am still waiting for you, My love for you is real, My love is true. And I promise to wait for you forever, Please do come, coz my body shall need a cover.